REAL TALK

 My son father want to try to throw stones because I know things about him that he really don't want people to know like him and his friend which is male and his use of  crystal meth. Which is real crazy that is why I left the state to get away from him. I was five months pregnant. But he end up in the same state as I am.

Especially his wife want to discuss things out on the web that is half true and twisted to make it sound as if I do not know how to read or write. But she really need to worry about her husband sleeping with men. How did I find out that he sleep with men that he asked me to come by and I knew the door was going to be so I walked in  and I walked on him getting oral a I really thought I was seeing things.

 So I asked was he giving you oral sex that is the polite way of saying it because if I say what I really said I would have to spell out to many bad words. My son father and I had a talk bout what I seen. Still to this day I have no clue to  comprehend what he was telling that he like the sex of a man. Because man know what another man what. So I asked was he gay and of course he said No.

Because I use to live with my sister and she did do drugs. Of course one day she asked him did he wanted some and he said yes. So him and my sister in the bathroom doing crystal meth. This have happen a couple of times.

So my son father is bi-sexual and a does crystal meth. That's real talk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Father Of My Son and Wife Is Obsesse With Me

 The reason I say obsessed with me is because Selfish Step mom calls me to have things to write on her blog. That's really sad because it seem that it is not enough in her life that she focus on me. About me going to school, church or what type of job that I have. Get mad because the court lower the support that I have to pay. Let them tell it they make enough money that's why they live in nice house and why my son clothes is name brand. But that's OK.

Selfish step mom have a blog that is half true. She want to make her self look better or that she is doing better. Let her because in time it will come back on both of them. All the people on her blog is Stepmothers that do not like the kids biology mother. selfish Step mom always have something to say. She get mad because I come early to pick up my son. Some kind of way she find to be so negative in me picking up m son.

My son father say to me get a job because I would take anything. Then I take anything he have something to say. He really mad because he use to pay 640 dollars for our son and I pay 65 dollars. Then he say that the reason you can not find a job is because no one heard of the school that you went to. That's school is not working out for you because you can not get a job in your degree. Just negative.

 My son father whom it took him 10 years to be active in our son life. Can not say anything to me about anything for real because I raised our son with out his input on anything. Yes he paid child support but emotional support was what our son needed too. He use to call and say that he is going to get him and then say he can not.

But the big for me was he ask for a blood test and then run from it. How do you run from a blood test. My son father did. He think he is Mr. It because he been working for the government for 10 years. Because it is the first thing he say I work for such and such government. Like his job define him. Him and his wife try to define me.

My son father have four kids now. He have two girls that live in another state. A son that live with him because my son said that he want to live with his father because he want to see his father more. That was a hard decision but I let him live with his father because he wanted to do it and it is his father. But the Selfish Step mom think that because our son live with them that they run something.

She always ask me what are you doing positive in your life. I want to say being nice and not cursing you out. But I bite my tongue. All she do is over talk and think she know everything. OMG. She analyst everything I mean everything  for example she way she picking up the son early. Why do you care I want to say. Sometimes it just good not to say anything at all.

I am just siting and wait to see what Karma brings to them. What really trip me out she is worried who I am sleeping with as long as I am not sleeping with your husband why do you care. Always make it know what they have donefor our son. I say if you do something nice for recognition then do not do it all.

She speak on things that have no concern with her. The type of person she is she have to be in everything. But they are always thinking about me. ( I am always on there mind)