REAL TALK

 My son father want to try to throw stones because I know things about him that he really don't want people to know like him and his friend which is male and his use of  crystal meth. Which is real crazy that is why I left the state to get away from him. I was five months pregnant. But he end up in the same state as I am.

Especially his wife want to discuss things out on the web that is half true and twisted to make it sound as if I do not know how to read or write. But she really need to worry about her husband sleeping with men. How did I find out that he sleep with men that he asked me to come by and I knew the door was going to be so I walked in  and I walked on him getting oral a I really thought I was seeing things.

 So I asked was he giving you oral sex that is the polite way of saying it because if I say what I really said I would have to spell out to many bad words. My son father and I had a talk bout what I seen. Still to this day I have no clue to  comprehend what he was telling that he like the sex of a man. Because man know what another man what. So I asked was he gay and of course he said No.

Because I use to live with my sister and she did do drugs. Of course one day she asked him did he wanted some and he said yes. So him and my sister in the bathroom doing crystal meth. This have happen a couple of times.

So my son father is bi-sexual and a does crystal meth. That's real talk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Father Of My Son and Wife Is Obsesse With Me

 The reason I say obsessed with me is because Selfish Step mom calls me to have things to write on her blog. That's really sad because it seem that it is not enough in her life that she focus on me. About me going to school, church or what type of job that I have. Get mad because the court lower the support that I have to pay. Let them tell it they make enough money that's why they live in nice house and why my son clothes is name brand. But that's OK.

Selfish step mom have a blog that is half true. She want to make her self look better or that she is doing better. Let her because in time it will come back on both of them. All the people on her blog is Stepmothers that do not like the kids biology mother. selfish Step mom always have something to say. She get mad because I come early to pick up my son. Some kind of way she find to be so negative in me picking up m son.

My son father say to me get a job because I would take anything. Then I take anything he have something to say. He really mad because he use to pay 640 dollars for our son and I pay 65 dollars. Then he say that the reason you can not find a job is because no one heard of the school that you went to. That's school is not working out for you because you can not get a job in your degree. Just negative.

 My son father whom it took him 10 years to be active in our son life. Can not say anything to me about anything for real because I raised our son with out his input on anything. Yes he paid child support but emotional support was what our son needed too. He use to call and say that he is going to get him and then say he can not.

But the big for me was he ask for a blood test and then run from it. How do you run from a blood test. My son father did. He think he is Mr. It because he been working for the government for 10 years. Because it is the first thing he say I work for such and such government. Like his job define him. Him and his wife try to define me.

My son father have four kids now. He have two girls that live in another state. A son that live with him because my son said that he want to live with his father because he want to see his father more. That was a hard decision but I let him live with his father because he wanted to do it and it is his father. But the Selfish Step mom think that because our son live with them that they run something.

She always ask me what are you doing positive in your life. I want to say being nice and not cursing you out. But I bite my tongue. All she do is over talk and think she know everything. OMG. She analyst everything I mean everything  for example she way she picking up the son early. Why do you care I want to say. Sometimes it just good not to say anything at all.

I am just siting and wait to see what Karma brings to them. What really trip me out she is worried who I am sleeping with as long as I am not sleeping with your husband why do you care. Always make it know what they have donefor our son. I say if you do something nice for recognition then do not do it all.

She speak on things that have no concern with her. The type of person she is she have to be in everything. But they are always thinking about me. ( I am always on there mind)

My soap opera life.

 I am always looking at myself because I have alot to change. I know not always act off of emotions. Because Selfish Step mom thinks I am quick to go off. But I am  trying to learn not let people push my buttons. Because Selfish Stepmom is trying to push my buttons so she can call the cops. Like she doesn't know that I know about her blog. Just in case you want to read it is: http://selfishstepmom.blogspot.com/.

Selfish Stepmom wants me to be jealous of her so bad. Selfish stepmom thinks because she have a government job. She have a townhouse in the cheapest city we live in. She calls me so she can talk to me and then blog . Selfish Step Mom is obsess with me that's why her whole blog is talking about me. That Selfish Stepmom blog is all lies. She is so two face and Fake. Wants to be more important than she really is.

This is really high school. We both of us at least 30 years old. She need to leave me alone and get a life. I am worried bout my son. Nothing else nothing more.

Selfish Stepmom Blog

 I would have ever guess my life would be a soap opera and not a happy one. I have never had a person that hate me as much as selfish step mom. I guess selfish step mom mother did not taught her any manners. Because I know she have heard that if you have nothing good to say about someone don't say anything at all. But that is her opinion of me  because selfish step mom says does not make it true. I have heard selfish step mom blog. Most of the things she wrote is to make her self look  good. But I just laugh because I really feel sorry for her because all she do is try to down me. If that what makes her feel good let her. Because selfish step mom spend a lot of time thinking about me instead worried about me and what I am doing. Because selfish step mom work, just had a baby and married to my ex. Which we have an 11 yr old son together. Which my son father have been in his life on a regualar bases for an year. Because our son wanted to live with him because he know that he will see him. But in selfish step mom blog she doesn't tell people that because she doesn't want to her husband my ex to look bad. My son father thought because he was paying child support he was doing something.

My son would be happy because he though that his dad was going to see him and then he called to say that something has come up. My son would cry because he would say that he was coming and wouldn't show up. All of my son life he been with me. I had to make a selfish decision to let him live with his father because I wanted him to have a relationship with his father.

I as mother done the hard part of raising my son and since my son start living with his dad and selfish step mom. It have been nothing but drama. I truly think that they love the drama. Selfish step mom go around telling people that my son did not know how to read until he got to his house. Which is a bold face lie. My son is so smart that it make no sense. Since first grade he always been on the honor roll. Even got a letter from Congress because of his good grades.

Selfish step mom even told my son that your dad didn't love your mother. What type of woman does that and say that to a child? But of course my son father thinks selfish step mom can do no wrong. What is a trip to me is that she doesn't even know what happen between me and him. Selfish step mom was not there. My ex can tell her anything to make her feel good.

My ex have an ex wife. The ex wife and I do not get along with our kids father. So Step mom should look at that and say there is a reason why the mother of his kids do not get along with me.

Selfish step mom have never been in my home and she call my condo sub par apartment in her blog. I just laugh. Then she think that I get mad because she will be moving to a house with 4 bedrooms and 3 bath. I just laugh because they going to try to pay two mortgages. But if they think they can do it good luck to them.

My son said that his father choked him and CPS was called. But they did not do anything because there was no bruises. But my son did tell CPS that his dad did choke him. So my son dad got mad because I kept bring up that he choked our son. So my son father had this idea that he will ask our son did he choke him. MY son did say yes and if you could see the look in his eyes like he was going to kill him because our son said that he choke him. But I guess my son father thought our son would be scared fooled him. My son know that I love him very much.
But Selfish Step mom doesn't have that in her blog.

That's what trip me out that anything that is bad or she can make seem bad she blog about. Selfish Step mom wants to to be important but not. But in her mind she in important. But to me she is married to someone that I had a child with. Been there done that.

The most important thing is my son. Selfish step mom and my son dad hates that Miracles was in my son life when he was not there. He got mad because they brought him some toy that he wanted to but. My son dad said that I am his father I should buy that for my son.

Selfish step mom doesn't talk about how my son father was running for a blood test. You read it right ran from the blood test and ask how he ran from a blood test by just not showing up.  My son father work for the City of Alexandria and when my son was 15 months old the first words to his son that you got good hair. I was like wow. Who say that to there son when that's there first time meeting him. Only my son father.

Then he had his wife thinking I want him. Have you look at the people you date and ask your self what was I thinking. I was young and dumb. Was I young and dumb. But the only good thing that came out of it was my son. He is my heart and soul. All my kids are.

Let me tell you what games they play selfish step mom calls me to have something to write about in her blog. Her life must be boring. She talk about how I come to my son football game because I think he going to be in the NFL. But what she doesn't know I rather for my son to get an education than go to NFL.

I might be black but damn that is not my goal for my child to go NFL. I want my son to go to a Ivory College. I want my child to use his brains. Because that is what most black people what there child to be a football, basketball or rapper.

Selfish step mom is fake because she write it in her blog but she wont say it to me. Anything I think I will say. But I have nothing to say to them at all. I do not care if its hi. I am not saying it.

My son dad have to say something to me at all times. When I call for my son he ask who is this. I want to talk to my son and he still ask who is this. They got my son IPhone but he is not allowed to talk on it because it is just for looks that they can say that he got an IPhone.

They are one of those people that try so hard to be important and look down on others when a few years a ago he was renting a room because he could not afford to have an apartment by his self.

Selfish step is jealous because I am getting my Masters. My son dad was so jealous that I have a college degree and he doesn't. That he looked up where I got my degree. And said that no one heard about that school, that's why you can not get a job. school is not working for you. Have anyone heard about someone saying to them that I need to quite school. Remind you he doesn't even have any type of degree.

Selfish Step mom mad because she have an degree and I have a degree. But of course because the school is not well know but I got an degree. No one can take that from me. No matter how they try to down me or always be negativity.

I have a roof over my head and I got food. I am doing OK. I could do better but my time will come. As long as I keep trying and don't worry about what the people that obsessed with me and my haters are saying about me.

Selfish Step mom and my son dad think material things define them. That's so sad. Just because you have a house and a good paying job doesn't mean it can be taken away because the way the economy is anything can happen.

But I guess the say is right: if your not worthy enough to be talked about...then your doing something wrong!!!

I am threat to Selfish step mom because she know I am better than her.